it feels a little like i'm losing myself. i'm not sure if it's school, or people, or life in general. something seems to be sucking the life out of my soul. perhaps i'm being melodramatic. i'm not upset or depressed or sad or happy or angry or anything. i'm pretty much just this vessel of blankness at the moment. i'm hanging on to what i can, but i zone out pretty quickly. nothing seems very compelling. nothing seems very believable. i'm asking God to keep my feet on the ground, but i feel like i'm drifting off to limbo, molecule by molecule. i'm off balance. and perhaps this is all very normal, being human. and it will probably pass. but right now.. i don't like it one bit.